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How Donovann Toatley overcame depression to conquer his basketball dreams

For most players, four years of high school basketball still isn’t enough time to become their all-time leading scorer.

That’s why its ridiculously impressive that Riverdale Baptist (Upper Marlboro, MD) senior guard Donovann Toatley achieved that feat at the school in just TWO years with 1,271 points.

He also led his team to the Maryland Private School State championship and won. Not to mention he’s just 5’8”. In my one-on-one interview with him Toatley said,

“I definitely think that I have the short man syndrome. I feel like I’m a giant. I feel like I take up a lot of space even though I don’t.”

His coach Lou Wilson, who has coached the likes of Nolan Smith, Michael Beasley, and more, says nobody’s played like Toatley with his size,

“He is a once-in-a-decade type of player.”

When you watch him play, it’s not surprising his coach says that. The 17-year-old handles the rock like a yo-yo and his vision is superb. Not to mention, he can dunk despite being short in stature. Donovann told me,

“That’s the best feeling in the world with somebody my size. I feel like a superhero.”

And as good as he is with his hands on the court with the ball, he’s pretty darn good with writing poetry too. He talks about love and feelings. He recited one poem that he wrote to his girlfriend.

Here is an excerpt: “But my soul she has already acquire so captivated by this woman. All I can do is restlessly admire. And she is the muse from which these thoughts inspire.”

The crazy part is that this past summer Donovann had no scholarship offers and was ranked as two-star recruit.

You can imagine what that did to his confidence. He dreamed of playing college and pro ball since he was in diapers. So the fact that he cooked some of the best point guards committed to blue bloods and he didn’t see any offers sent him into a very dark place. Donaovann reflected,

“I remember it was one day in June. I sat in a gym, just dropped to my knees, and cried. I didn’t know what I was going to do at that point. Everything about my life was centered around basketball. I felt like I was a failure because I had no offers.”

He sunk into depression and barely slept during the month of June saying,

“It was hard just waking up sometimes. It was like forcing a toddler to eat vegetables. I was very depressed.”

It even got to the point where he thought about taking his own life. He continued,

“I thought about ending it all. That was my lowest point.”

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Thankfully he didn’t but his dark days didn’t subside. All he did was workout like a madman. He convinced himself that this was the way for him to be successful. He felt God had blessed with amazing talent for a reason. Donovann’s dad commented,

“It got to the point where his eye was twitching because he was so worried about getting offers.”

His mother felt the exact same way saying,

“Seeing him the way he was, was very troubling.”

The big change came after reading the book The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho one day in July. The book focuses on the power of positive thought. One quote from the book changed his life forever.

“And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”

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He explained how that one single line is something that sticks with him today saying,

“A lot of times people tell you that the Universe isn’t on your side and you have to do things on your own. So that quote really stuck with me. Because if I have the universe on my side, my friends, my girl, and parents, then nothing can stop me.”

Here’s the kicker: The very next day he balled out in an AAU game and received an offer from University of Tennessee at Chattanooga. Coach Lamont Paris gave him the call that he finally dreamed of. Donovann said,

“I couldn’t believe it. I was on the bus (with my AAU teammates) and I just started screaming while he was still on the phone. I didn’t care though because I was so happy. I almost cried tears of joy.”

He ended up receiving multiple offers after that but Chattanooga ended being the school he committed to. Toatley said referring to the book’s quote,

“It’s crazy how a couple words can change your life.”

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A story that seems like it was made for Hollywood. He said it saved his life so much that he was seriously considering getting the quote as a tattoo on his arm. He continued,

“It saved my soul, man. It saved my career.”

Since then Donovann’s been the happiest ever with his girlfriend and parents supporting all the way. He doesn’t fear anything in life or on the court.

“I feel invincible. Like even if LeBron is trying to check me, I believe I can still beat him.”

He knows he’ll face other challenges next year in college, but no challenge will come close to the one he defeated this summer. And that’s what gives him the belief he will end up being a star. He told me with a straight face,

“I believe I was meant to be one of the greatest point guards to ever play the game.”

Hey, I mean he already got passed his depression, so why can’t he achieve it?


This story was originally done by Chris Williamson for WUSA9.

Les Brown

Against all odds, Les Brown became one of the top motivational speakers in the world

Les Brown is one of the most revered and well-known motivational speakers in the world, but that was not always the case.

Born in an abandoned building in Liberty City, a poverty-stricken area in Miami, Brown was labeled “educable mentally retarded” in the 5th grade due to his hyperactivity and inability to concentrate. Because of that Brown was placed into special education classes until high school.

Despite this setback and having no college education, Brown has become a bestselling author of several books on achievement and is looked at as an icon by some of his peers for his motivational speaking engagements.

The dynamic personality has given speeches to McDonalds, AT&T, and all over the globe to share his powerful story. So how exactly did Brown do it?

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Well, after graduating high school, Les Brown became a city sanitation worker, but he had bigger dreams than that.

Brown wanted to pursue a career in radio broadcasting. He loved the cadence and style that disc jockeys had so he decided to go after it.

One day, after constantly practicing his DJ skills in his home with a brush as the microphone, Brown decided to head down to one of the local radio stations in hopes to become a DJ. When he got into the station manager’s office, the manager asked, “Do you have any background in broadcasting?”

Les responded “No, sir I don’t.”

“I’m afraid we don’t have a job for you then.”

The station manager figured that would be the end of Les Brown bothering him. But that manager gravely underestimated Brown’s determination to become a disc jockey.

Brown marched into the general manager’s office every day for the next week, hoping a job would be available. Finally, the station manager relented and gave him a job as an errand boy.

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Soon after, given Brown’s enthusiasm to learn the tricks and trades of being a disc jockey, the station allowed him to pick up visiting entertainers like the Fort Tops, Diana, Ross, and the Temptations in those classic Cadillacs. Mind you, Brown didn’t even have a driver’s license.

Brown did whatever was asked of him and more. He taught himself the hand movements of the DJs on the control panels, staying in the control room until they would ask him to leave.

One Saturday afternoon, Brown was the only one at the station when a DJ named Rock was drinking on the air. Brown walked back and forth in front of the booth saying to himself, “Drink Rock, drink Rock!

Brown kept filling up Rock’s drink at his request. Soon the phone rang and it was the general manager:

“Les this is Mr. Klein.”

“I know,” said Les.

“Les, I don’t think Rock can finish this program.”

“Yes, I know.”

“Would you call one of other disc jockeys to come in?

“Yes, sir.”

But when Brown hung up the phone, he said to himself, “Now he must think I’m crazy.”

Brown wasn’t about to waste this golden opportunity. This was his moment to drop the hammer and realize one of his dreams. Ain’t shit was stopping him.

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He called his girlfriend and mom. “Turn up the radio and come out on the front porch because I’m about to be on the air!”

Brown waited 20 minutes before he called the GM. “Mr. Klein, I can’t find nobody,” Brown said.

Klein asked, “Young man do you know how to work the controls?”

“Yes sir,” Brown answered.

Brown couldn’t wait to get behind the control system and show Miami what he was made of. He sprinted into the booth and moved Rock out of the way so he could grab the spotlight.

He sat down behind the turntable, put on an old Stevie Wonder record and said,

“Look up this me LB, triple P-Les Brown, your platter playing poppa. There were none before and there will be none after me. Therefore, that makes me the one and only. Young and single and love to mingle. Certified, bonafide, indubitably qualified to bring you satisfaction, a whole lot of action. Look up baby I’m your l-o-o-o-ove man.”

He was HONGRY. Yes, I just created that word because spelling it with a U doesn’t do Brown’s desire for success any justice.

Brown’s performance blew away his audience and the owner of the station so much that he rose to become a full-time disc jockey.

From that memorable moment, Brown continued to achieve greatness as he landed a top radio show in Columbus, Ohio in the late 1960s and started his path to becoming one of most respected motivational speakers in the world.

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After moving to Detroit in the 80s, Brown found himself in some hard times while starting his business.

Brown needed to share his office with an attorney. It got to the point where he had to sleep on the floor because he couldn’t afford an apartment. Guys in the building would laugh at him and say,

“There’s the guy talking about becoming successful and look at him. He’s bathing in the bathroom upstairs on the 21st floor. He sleeps on the floor. Look at him.”

The only one laughing now is Brown, because he persisted, prepared, and persevered to get to a place where his high-energy, passionate voice has earned him the honor of being on of the Top Five Outstanding Speakers worldwide by Toastmasters International.

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Plenty of people won’t be able to envision your dream or they’ll want to tear it down because of where they are in life. Their way of thinking produces purely ‘reasonable’ results.

But in order for you to achieve your dream, you’ve got to be an “unreasonable person, you’ve got to be an uncommon person,” as Brown says in many of speeches.

As long as YOU know what you’re capable of and what it will take to achieve your dream, nobody else’s opinion matters.

Anything. Is. Possible!